Relaxing.... @ queenstown library...

Now my dear is working... haa! Its my turnot rest... I hope its a short one. Sometimes in life, we trip over a rock, we fall, look on the bright side. Its like a load of crap when u ask someone who is out of a job to be happy but I am happy...Although I am not working but, that gives me time to revise my work and also to try to finish up my project. I do get moody sometimes when I think about my job status. But my dear dear will be there to cheer me up... Hee.. Thanks dear... even thoe sometimes I make u angwee... I love you lots.

P.S.: Weekend i got one 50 bucks o-gong.. hahaa.. now got another one... 30 bucks... sianz!

1st Day At Work

Hi hi dear dear !

I know this has been a long day for you because last night you did not have enough 'good' rest. I stayed over and i sent you to work remember? hee... We ate at the kopi shop nearby. And you mention that how u wish every day was like that.. Haha... I oso feel great if everyday can be liddat... I love you darling and hope you have a great day ahead...

I think as I am outta job now, I'll write down more k?

Long Long never update....

There were many Chances to up to date but I haven been able to find some time to key in. These days are a little more hectic... And my dear dear birthday is comming up soon! Thats already a cause for joy or at least to look forward to...

Yesterday, there was a Pasar Malam at dear's house area... Pasar Malam these days are very much different from before. the normal ones like, Ramly burger, snacks stall, sell bedsheets, tit-tats are still availabe but those like bubble tea or those pirated VCD stall... haha... Gone. The atmosphere was somewhat different and I do not know how to describe it.

Thereafter, we walked over to The Seaview condo to mit with her cousin. We went to airport to study... I mean cousin study for 'O' lvl exams, we play game. ahah.. My dear dear watching show... We sat at T2 there.. after that we went for a short walk then sent her home at 2am. I went back to my dear dear house to sleep so that today no late late. hehe...

Anyway, I am wearing the nice nice shoe that my dear bought for me! nice! Adidas... Thanks dear... I love you...


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WorkStuff - The other day I was just speaking with a colleague who was just talking about leaving. Reason... everyone is good to her except her boss... but then, she do not feel like going off because already she has a clique here. Dilemma. Sometimes its difficult to have best of both worlds. She is thinking about the whole matter having sleepless nights...
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1st Working Saturday.

Location @ KC DAT @ 11.53am

Stoning now at office. Just went through a great session with Pat. Last night I spent a night at my dear dear's house. Love you dear... *huggs* Thanks for letting me sleep on the comfy bed. Thanks for understanding and waking me up on time today for breakfast, and eventually i reached work on time! hehee.. The porridge and the carrot cake was great. Although I was a little sleepy.

The whole presentation went still ok and there are lotsa points to be improved and I am starting very much to like this job. Although I know it won't be always rosy, but at least its better than that hellish place D. hehee...

Today is a packed packed day ahead. Now at work till 12.30, then moving on to mit my dear dear and also to bring my car for 1K checkup... Thereafter I am going for my IPPT at MAJU camp at 4 pm.. arghz... not sure also what time it would end.


Tonight my colleagues will be meeting for dinner. So excited. =) Neway.. I am more excited to get out of this office cos today is a saturday!!! omgosh.. what am I doin here!!! alternated saturdays mah... so no choice. This whole week was packed with so many mooncake deliveries and the worst worst thing is that I very "lu dai" ( Road idiot). ahahha... My GPS hor... duno where huhz... Haben install yet. Hopefully today install... GPS. I mean singapore is so tiny dot, yet i got problems getting around... hahaha.. Not always do I have the privellege of using a human GPs like my baobei.. *bleah*

Today sian ah... have to report home to sleep.. hahaha Mummy not very happy that i keep going dear dear house to sleep. so ya... Sorry dear... But I still lup u deep deep. ... just so u know... =)

I will be going off le soon I guess..

Till then...

04 Sept - Location: KCD

 

Nice Quotes. ;)

 

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Take time to think-

 

It is the source of all power.
Take time to read-
It is the fountain of wisdom.

 

Take time to play-
It is the source of perpetual youth.
Take time to be quiet-
It is the opportunity to seek God.

 

Take time to be aware-
It is the opportunity to help others.
Take time to love and be loved-
It is God’s greatest gift.

 

Take time to laugh-
It is the music of the soul.
Take time to be friendly-
It is the road to happiness.

 

Take time to dream-
It is what the future is made of.
Take time to pray-
It is the greatest power on earth.

 

Take time to give-
It is too short a day to be selfish.
Take time to work-
It is the price of success.
There is a time for everything. . . .[Ecclesiastes 3:1-8]Bible

 

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"Twelve Priceless Qualities of Success:
1. The value of time.
2. The success of perseverance.
3. The pleasure of working.
4. The dignity of simplicity.
5. The worth of character.
6. The power of kindness.
7. The influence of example.
8. The obligation of duty.
9. The wisdom of economy.
10. The virtue of patience.
11. The improvement of talent.
12. The joy of originating."
Marshall Field

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Updates! hehee

It has been an eventful week for me and the most stressed week ever! Haha... Read Read... =)

Wet and Wild

OMg! My last day had KFC for lunch proudly sponsored by my dear cecille! Thanks baobei... It was tough to coordinate all issues within the group and still managed to order KFC. There were 2 passes for Wild Wild Wet if we purchased the value meal from KFC. Which was timely because just a day before we had wanted to go there to play for my one day of break. lolx.

We were supposed to mit at 11.30 am at the theme park entrance. As usual we were all late again. Haha.. no diference and Joeson was the earlist there and I was glad that we arrived late cos the theme park only opened at 1pm! haha... We tot it opened at 11 am sia... KNS.. our intellegience team not FBI enough. Give us bad info. Anyway... I went to tiong bahru to mit Pamela and then proceeded to Eunos Mrt to wait for Dear dear to pick us up by cabby and together we went.

We reached there about 12.45 and tio scolded by JOeson a little.
We had Superdogs for lunch. Actually the food not bad but the portion quite small... Joeson bought Subway veggie burger.

lolx. Neway, we had loads of fun there. There was the big float which we 4 of us could gather inside and slide all the way down. I think I felt my fats vibrated away. ahhahaha... joking only... Other than that, we floated around the compound with large donut shaped floats.

There was one time i want to sit on top of the float and as I was raising myself up, Joeson came from the front to add a little 'push', kns... drank like lotsa water when i flipped one round into the water... (Thinks: " Die joeson... Die...") okok... Neway, we suppose to relax but we paddle paddle push around until i was even more tired. lolx.

Next we went to sit the 'U' thingy... I duno whats the name budden I am only gonna sit it once... we had to carry the maasive float 4 floors and lucky my dear was there to help me with the carry... kns... bring it up like 10 mins... play the game less than 20 seconds... The float only can sit 2 persons... and the whole slide looked like a massive 'U'. Ok as we started off there wasn't any sound comming out of my 'AHHHH..' It was one hell of a ride! I and dear shouted for like our lifes were at stake. After the ride my dear heartbeat like very fast fast... 1000000 beats per min.... There was a sense of weightlessness and dear dear also felt it too!

We stood under the big big bucket of water... when its filled then we stand under the protruding of the roof and when it got too full, it toppled over and then 'splash'! Damn pain.. but fun! HAha...

Next we went to float in the wave pool. We grabbed our donut floats and then we went over to the pool.. there was not much people thoe... There was a beach ball floating around and we all took turns kicking it... When the waves came, we held on to dear life... We helf each other's floats by the handle but the waves are so difficult to overcome... haha... we broke off and got seperated but we tried badly to use extended arms and even legs and toes to grab to stay togehter... I think Draeger should sit in the wave pool for team bonding... haha... the company is like shit now. Neway that is for another day... The waves were really high and Pam was a little scared of the end of the pool when she was near there cos legs cannot reach pool floor. I still could feel the waves thumping around my aching head and the after effects of the muscles were tense... I and dear took some photos as we brought her new camera. which was water proof! Neway that stoopid Joeson had most of the pics which included him inside deleted... sharks...

The next ride was a bicycle ride... there was tracks bout 2 floors above the grounds and pool. We had to cycle one round... My dear dear was a little scared just as we started the ride... we had to paddle like a bicycle to make one round. Shhh... cannot tell others.. =) anyway I always thought i was too fat and heavy for such an activity.. ahhaa but i made it... Joeson and Pam one team and me and Dear dear one team.

After that we proceeded to e-hub to play arcade! hahaha.. we played some throwing games which we all scored great! ahhaha.. throw some tiny balls at a screen.. very good actually at getting back at your enemy, whoever it may be... 'imagine'... Thereafter we played pool at about 9/hr. we played till about 8.45 and decided to proceed to East coast park to see the Draeger Team play soccer... The players were not bad... the new china guy sux big time... play lika gu niang. cannot take it...

AFter that we walked over to makan at Hong Kong cafe.. The service was terrible and staff not attentive... I would give -2 / 10 points. Sibei pissed... 2 french toast take longer than my oven-baked spegetti... so stoopid... neway the wait was so bloody long... Later we went over to play catch catch and Dear dear use one 1-dollar coin to exchange for a small cat soft toy... she always make it look so simple... but hor.. its not... dun get decieived.. ahhahahaaa... ddear, I still love you deep deep.

Next we went seperate ways from dear dear as she suggested she walk back home... I bu fang xin leh... I have her tite hugs and maucks... budden... she called me and we one the phone till she reach hm.. haha * phew* Joeson send pam home then send me home.

Weee it was an eventful day!

Today is my last day with Draeger Safety. Although it leaves me many memories of my 3 years and 1 month. I think the most "fang bu xia" should be my dear dear! I feel like to terrible to 'leave' my dear behind to fight this war... I must say I really love this job.

My love,
I kissed you goodnight.
Windows open just right.
Ur face glisten in moonlight.
Dream of me tonight.
Let our love take flight.
Together for new heights.
Never let u out of my sight.
Just you and Mr Right.
Big hugz tight tight.
I love you dear.

Dearest baobei... I love you and hope that you like your new tv! Haha... It gag

Today was just like any other day... But But... Alas it was not. Work was great! I felt really happy to be able to see her all day even all night... I spend so much time with her yet I feel its never enough... We decided to go to the Senior Citizens Exercise Machine downstairs to do some exercise because we needed to keep our weight in check. We decided that it was not going to be jogging, maybe just 'air-walking' , so we wore slippers down.

However, tragedy struck when we were exercising on the dual horizontal bars. Due to the slippery bar, she jumped down and sprained her ankle bad. She broke into tears... oh my darling... My heart broke. She landed in an awkward position like the sole was facing inwards and the whole weight was on it. Dear dear.. I felt so bad... I admit I was stunned by the reaction. I knew the instant she landed that it was gonna be bad... but it was really bad... tears flowed uncontrollably.. I could only to offer a hug and thought to myself that luckily I was there to hold her. Lucky she was not alone. I carried her to sit on the sit-up bench.

I bluff her summore... I say the swelling was a small one.. hoping that i calm her down a little. Actually the ankle very jialat...kns like sum dua pao liddats. cant even see the ankle... omfg. I tried to sayang the area... She was crying... *sad* Dear... I wished for an instant that all that happened to me. I wouldn't feel so bad. Its also becos that my IPPT cannot pass thats why we went down to exercise.

The next moment, I was helping her back home. Limping very badly, she was cringing with pain. *sigh* *sigh* I was thinking aloud that I gonna be in trouble le... Once I go back.. Grandma will kill me la... kns... *beads of perspiration* really felt ARmageddon coming to me. Then dear dear tell me its ok... I was skeptical at first but now I am still in one piece writing this blog. So still ok. Whew....

I left her and went back home late. Din want to leave for home but no choice. If I in other company mayb can take more leave, but now in D cannot cos we cant leave HY there. *dilema* I promised her to take e-leave next day to pei pei her to see doc. *sayang dear*

29.05.2008

I love you dear.

24th May - I woke up on a cosy blue bedsheet. Sunlight was shining into the open window and onto the side of the bed. The smell of my dear lingered over the pillow and blanket which was left last nite. I open one eye to see if my dear was around or nearby... Nope... I doze back to zzz... Piggy...

I was awaken by a gentle hand sweep on my forehead... I open one eye... And saw my dear sitting next to me...
*grinz* if that moment was a video clip, i'd pause it forever...

Went dwn market to eat breakfast to makan porridge. Really fantastic. Century eggy & skinny pork porridge. Hee... Dear ordered mee pok... Oso great bud auntie always cheat us say we order large bowl... We din... Idiot auntie.

We decided to go cycling at east coast. Haha. Suppose to go work bud wad the heckz...

We went over and rented the bicycle. We cycled all da way to bedok jetty and further. Damn hot day. I mean erm... Nt the weather only... Its my dear cecille. Haha. Bikini sia... *drools* on our return journey, we drop by the market to drink. I cant concentrate in my drink oso... Haha. Jux stare at my dear... Ekek... Shh... Cannot tell here... Later she know she nt goin out wif a piggy, but a wolf... Haha...

After cycling, we went over to HK restaurant there... To makan... I oso feel damn sexy... Topless sia... Haha. My tummy wobbling like nobodys business... Haha. Crapz.

Neway, i had so much fun... Love you dear dear... To the max... Nevertheless, me sunburn will b the death of me for the days to follow... Hee...

Excitement.

I mish my dear dear today cos she is few kilometers away.... at office while i am at home.. hehe... anyway just to update that I haven't been able to update because I come home a little tired le.. so forgive me ya... And I am so excited to be able to travel aboard with my dear cecille... Anyway I hope the visitor to my dear will not dampen her spirits on going on this road trip.. and hor.. we still duno where to walk when we are there and the trip starts tonight?? omg.. *stress*

My Dear favourite song - 海闊天空 - Beyond

The truth is I can't sing it.. lolx... but i'll learn it soon.. i hope... I found it meaningful after reading the lyrics.


今天我 寒夜里看雪飄過
懷著冷卻了的心窩飄遠方
風雨里追趕霧里分不清影蹤
天空海闊你與我可會變 (誰沒在變)

多少次迎著冷眼與嘲笑
從沒有放棄過心中的理想
一剎那恍惚若有所失的
感覺不知不覺已變淡心里愛 (誰明白我)

原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
被棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我

今天我 夜里看雪飄過
懷著冷卻了的心窩飄遠方
風雨里追趕霧里
分不清影蹤天空海闊你與我可會變(誰沒在變)
原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
被棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我

仍然自由自我永遠高唱我歌
原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
被棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我
被棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我
原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
被棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我

Today, I see the swirl of snowflakes in a cold night
I (too) swirl afar with a chilled heart
I give chase braving wind and rain
Unable to make out the shadowy trace in the mist
There’s a boundless sky and seaWould you and I change?(Who are not changing?!)
Many times, I face up to cold shoulder and ridicule
Never have I given up the ideal inside my mindIn a fleeting trance
I feel as if something are missingIn an unconscious way
Love has faded from my heart(Who understands me?!)
Forgive me, I’ve been an unruly, untamed freedom-lover all my life
I too fear I might fall down somedayAbandoning the ideal -- everyone might do it
Don’t worry that only you and I might someday
Still carefree and self-reliant
Forever singing aloud my own song
Going everywhere

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25 Apr- today really boring till like after 5.30pm. At 5.30, i went dwn wif SoonHuat because it waz his last day. So wad i did was to walk him down to his car. As we discuss bout work, he suddenly ask if i seem very close to my dear. I said that we are jus close friends. Yet he got tis cheeky look in his eyes. I squinted and looked at him. He said he saw us hugging at 7th flr! Omg! I almost fainted. He stil say lucky he dun have his hp wif him. Haha. Kns. Wanna blackmail me wor... Hengz. I asked and he replied that he saw me walking upstais and waz curious so he took a peek. So pai say. Haha. Anyway he left company le so stil ok. Woo... Exciting sia...

6pm- we went hm to take car car... Gab was really great that he drew a map on how to get to the singapore flyer. We went back to office to get the samsung hp which waz left there.

6.45- we left office and went headed on site wif the printed map Gab gave. Slightly jam over there.

Nw me waiting at Jean Yip. Dear doing her brows... Hee. Ooh...she jux done wif manicure. The manicure iz a light shade of purple, a little metallic colour. Nice. Later goin to get the dress.

The Daniel Yen one drooling plunging neckline grandma- going-to-kill-me dress.

I miz my dear and luv her so much...

19 apr - Today went to skool... Excited coz later get to mit dear in the evening... I tio scolded coz dear woke me up at 7.30am budden hor, i went

15 apr 9.05 pm- My baobei c, I am on the train nw... Today have nt been really smooth going... Today u got angry wif me... Humz... U weren't exactly furious bud i did alot of things wrong today... Haha. I must never bathe enough or sth. Coz i made like so many things that made u nt too happy wif me... One of the mistakes was to play at the psp when we were about to go hm... I wreally duno tt ur ah mah waiting 4 u to get hm wor... Summore u hafta buy dinner back. I was feeling sore woh...

I made dear dear take escalator like the wrong way... We went to vivo city to mit Ricky... We went to food court to da pao 4 ah mah... Dear bought curry chix, sotong mee 4 ah mah, and nasi lemak frm food republic.

The worst worst thing today iz tt i duno how to pacify dear dear... So basic yet i fail terribly... I am nw at a loss, coz every person styLE of pacify iz different. Feelin a lil dwn nw.

2 Apr 2008 - Dear cecille, i hope i will nt break your heart. I dream of you every nite and i can never get enough of ur smile. It never ceases to mesmerise me. Even thoe till the end we might nt be together, u must know that you will always be in my heart. I am so afraid to hurt your feelings, I teared some nights. I know consequences are dire... So confused am i... So confused... My heartbeat races when i m wif u. I love you.

Sat Rox

sat,11.12am - At office now and keying some spare parts. *yawns* later goin with my dear to buy MP3 player... Actually, yesterday i already ask Joeson to help me check the price and availability cos he got kang tao for creative mp3 players. Stoopid mp3 must die like TODAY~ hai... should have waited at least 1 week before breaking down.. wanted to be a surprise. hai hai.. i know she not going to read this post till monday~ hehe... *hopes*

Neway goin back do work... stoopid no.2 boss want me do sth.

stoney

10.50am - Air con so bloody cold... I made an error... omgosh... my dear cecille knows about this website. Heehee.. Yesterday went out with her after work... *smiles* we went over to PS by MRT and it was raining cats and dogs...

16.30 - At office now. stoning.. haiz... a little confused about me love life now.

Aska Yang - Lyrics - Yang Cong

Aska Yang - Lyrics - Yang Cong

作曲：阿信(五月天) 作词：阿信(五月天) 编曲：周恒毅

如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
ru guo ni yan shen neng gou wei wo pian ke de jiang lin
If only, your vision would look upon me

如果你能听到 心碎的声音
ru guo ni neng ting dao xin sui de sheng yin
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break

沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
chen mo de shou hu zhe ni chen mo de deng qi ji
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle

沉默的让自己 像是空气
chen mo de rang zi ji xiang shi kong qi
Silently letting myself, be like air

大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
da jia dou chi zhe liao zhe xiao zhe jin wan duo kai xin
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy

最角落里的我 笑得多合群
zui jiao luo li de wo xiao de duo he qun
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest

盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
pan di de yang cong xiang wo yong yuan shi tiao wei pin
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring

偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
tou tou de kan zhe ni tou tou de yin cang zhe zi ji
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会发现 你会讶异
ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi
You will discover, you will be shocked

你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
ni shi wo zui ya yi zui shen chu de mi mi
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会鼻酸 你会流泪
ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei
Your nose will run, you will tear

只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo kan dao wo de quan xin quan yi
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness　

听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
ting ni shuo ni he ni de ta men ai mei de kong qi
Hearing you talk about you and your many other ‘him’ and the blossoming loves

我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
wo he wo de jue wang zhuang de hen feng qu
Me and my hopelessness act very amused

我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
wo jiu xiang yi ke yang cong yong yuan shi pei jiao xi
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor

多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情
duo xi wang neng yu ni you yi miao zhuan shu de ju qing
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story

Lyrics taken from: http://www.inkui.com/a3/8/E/8E3B5A8D209C4EAEF515.html

Love 101

Today, I went for a run at my army camp after work at about 5.30. In order not to seem we are going off together, I left first and waited for her downstairs of the office. It seems still kind of obvious but what the heck. In about 5 minutes, she called and came down to mit me. I called for a taxi and they got me a limo (benz) taxi. Woots. I sent her to clementi first and i left to my camp. As today there is only a Physical Fitness test going on, the normal hours to book out were about 7.30+pm. The funny thing is that I practically ran to try to get off of camp earlier to mit her at PS ! She met her friends from SH and then she went over to PS ( plaza Singapura) to get a drink. I was glad to see her and her friend was there. I was just glad to see her. I just looked at her as we sat at Starbucks. She look radiant even without makeup. Eventually after her friend has taken her leave, both of us strolled over to the foodstall after meridian. We held hands and talked about our day and how the my leg hair would be gone if I had cheated on her. *oww* jokes aside, I really enjoy our moments together. After dinner, we took bus back to her area. We had a good chat on our previous bf and gf.
We did chat awhile at the playgound below her flat.

I told her I loved her over the sms. I know that it is morally not too correct to fall in love with someone when I am already attached to someone else but matters of the heart is difficult to explain. Cecille, my love for you will never die. Even though we may go seperate ways, I am happy to have received your love and delighted to have loved you and will cherish moments of us together.

I love you.

April fools~

Today is April Fools day. She has a direct bus and came all the way to my flat to meet me. We were discussing the possibility of getting caught dead in our tracks for like kissing on the bus along the way to office. We have devised a plan which would last till only today. If anyone saw us, it would have been an April Fools joke. haha.