25 Apr- today really boring till like after 5.30pm. At 5.30, i went dwn wif SoonHuat because it waz his last day. So wad i did was to walk him down to his car. As we discuss bout work, he suddenly ask if i seem very close to my dear. I said that we are jus close friends. Yet he got tis cheeky look in his eyes. I squinted and looked at him. He said he saw us hugging at 7th flr! Omg! I almost fainted. He stil say lucky he dun have his hp wif him. Haha. Kns. Wanna blackmail me wor... Hengz. I asked and he replied that he saw me walking upstais and waz curious so he took a peek. So pai say. Haha. Anyway he left company le so stil ok. Woo... Exciting sia...

6pm- we went hm to take car car... Gab was really great that he drew a map on how to get to the singapore flyer. We went back to office to get the samsung hp which waz left there.

6.45- we left office and went headed on site wif the printed map Gab gave. Slightly jam over there.

Nw me waiting at Jean Yip. Dear doing her brows... Hee. Ooh...she jux done wif manicure. The manicure iz a light shade of purple, a little metallic colour. Nice. Later goin to get the dress.

The Daniel Yen one drooling plunging neckline grandma- going-to-kill-me dress.

I miz my dear and luv her so much...

19 apr - Today went to skool... Excited coz later get to mit dear in the evening... I tio scolded coz dear woke me up at 7.30am budden hor, i went

15 apr 9.05 pm- My baobei c, I am on the train nw... Today have nt been really smooth going... Today u got angry wif me... Humz... U weren't exactly furious bud i did alot of things wrong today... Haha. I must never bathe enough or sth. Coz i made like so many things that made u nt too happy wif me... One of the mistakes was to play at the psp when we were about to go hm... I wreally duno tt ur ah mah waiting 4 u to get hm wor... Summore u hafta buy dinner back. I was feeling sore woh...

I made dear dear take escalator like the wrong way... We went to vivo city to mit Ricky... We went to food court to da pao 4 ah mah... Dear bought curry chix, sotong mee 4 ah mah, and nasi lemak frm food republic.

The worst worst thing today iz tt i duno how to pacify dear dear... So basic yet i fail terribly... I am nw at a loss, coz every person styLE of pacify iz different. Feelin a lil dwn nw.

2 Apr 2008 - Dear cecille, i hope i will nt break your heart. I dream of you every nite and i can never get enough of ur smile. It never ceases to mesmerise me. Even thoe till the end we might nt be together, u must know that you will always be in my heart. I am so afraid to hurt your feelings, I teared some nights. I know consequences are dire... So confused am i... So confused... My heartbeat races when i m wif u. I love you.

Sat Rox

sat,11.12am - At office now and keying some spare parts. *yawns* later goin with my dear to buy MP3 player... Actually, yesterday i already ask Joeson to help me check the price and availability cos he got kang tao for creative mp3 players. Stoopid mp3 must die like TODAY~ hai... should have waited at least 1 week before breaking down.. wanted to be a surprise. hai hai.. i know she not going to read this post till monday~ hehe... *hopes*

Neway goin back do work... stoopid no.2 boss want me do sth.

stoney

10.50am - Air con so bloody cold... I made an error... omgosh... my dear cecille knows about this website. Heehee.. Yesterday went out with her after work... *smiles* we went over to PS by MRT and it was raining cats and dogs...

16.30 - At office now. stoning.. haiz... a little confused about me love life now.

Aska Yang - Lyrics - Yang Cong

Aska Yang - Lyrics - Yang Cong

作曲：阿信(五月天) 作词：阿信(五月天) 编曲：周恒毅

如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
ru guo ni yan shen neng gou wei wo pian ke de jiang lin
If only, your vision would look upon me

如果你能听到 心碎的声音
ru guo ni neng ting dao xin sui de sheng yin
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break

沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
chen mo de shou hu zhe ni chen mo de deng qi ji
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle

沉默的让自己 像是空气
chen mo de rang zi ji xiang shi kong qi
Silently letting myself, be like air

大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
da jia dou chi zhe liao zhe xiao zhe jin wan duo kai xin
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy

最角落里的我 笑得多合群
zui jiao luo li de wo xiao de duo he qun
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest

盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
pan di de yang cong xiang wo yong yuan shi tiao wei pin
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring

偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
tou tou de kan zhe ni tou tou de yin cang zhe zi ji
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会发现 你会讶异
ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi
You will discover, you will be shocked

你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
ni shi wo zui ya yi zui shen chu de mi mi
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会鼻酸 你会流泪
ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei
Your nose will run, you will tear

只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo kan dao wo de quan xin quan yi
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness　

听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
ting ni shuo ni he ni de ta men ai mei de kong qi
Hearing you talk about you and your many other ‘him’ and the blossoming loves

我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
wo he wo de jue wang zhuang de hen feng qu
Me and my hopelessness act very amused

我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
wo jiu xiang yi ke yang cong yong yuan shi pei jiao xi
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor

多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情
duo xi wang neng yu ni you yi miao zhuan shu de ju qing
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story

Lyrics taken from: http://www.inkui.com/a3/8/E/8E3B5A8D209C4EAEF515.html

Love 101

Today, I went for a run at my army camp after work at about 5.30. In order not to seem we are going off together, I left first and waited for her downstairs of the office. It seems still kind of obvious but what the heck. In about 5 minutes, she called and came down to mit me. I called for a taxi and they got me a limo (benz) taxi. Woots. I sent her to clementi first and i left to my camp. As today there is only a Physical Fitness test going on, the normal hours to book out were about 7.30+pm. The funny thing is that I practically ran to try to get off of camp earlier to mit her at PS ! She met her friends from SH and then she went over to PS ( plaza Singapura) to get a drink. I was glad to see her and her friend was there. I was just glad to see her. I just looked at her as we sat at Starbucks. She look radiant even without makeup. Eventually after her friend has taken her leave, both of us strolled over to the foodstall after meridian. We held hands and talked about our day and how the my leg hair would be gone if I had cheated on her. *oww* jokes aside, I really enjoy our moments together. After dinner, we took bus back to her area. We had a good chat on our previous bf and gf.
We did chat awhile at the playgound below her flat.

I told her I loved her over the sms. I know that it is morally not too correct to fall in love with someone when I am already attached to someone else but matters of the heart is difficult to explain. Cecille, my love for you will never die. Even though we may go seperate ways, I am happy to have received your love and delighted to have loved you and will cherish moments of us together.

I love you.

April fools~

Today is April Fools day. She has a direct bus and came all the way to my flat to meet me. We were discussing the possibility of getting caught dead in our tracks for like kissing on the bus along the way to office. We have devised a plan which would last till only today. If anyone saw us, it would have been an April Fools joke. haha.